Feel like blogging just suddenly..
Haiiz feeling so lost.
Is this week my pms week? Well, i'm like feeling the same way as last month, one of the week. And i dunno if the feeling is true.
I just feel like as if i cant live w/o you.
You seems just so important to me.
I get just like so damn affected when you didn't reply my text.
I've no idea why am i feeling this way, why are you acting this way.
When times are bad recently, i feel like calling you, telling you how much i wana see you and feel you now.
Am i really in love w you?
That day i didn't wana hug you because i'm afraid that i would break free from my hard shell and weaken, falling deeper into you, cry in your chest telling you not to leave, cos i need you.
I feel damn useless. I miss your smell, i miss how you tell me you need me, i miss your soft gentle voice, i miss your touch, i miss how you protect me, i miss how we quarrelled, i miss the way i apologise w/o a reason, i miss how you touch my hair, i miss how your eyes look into mine.
I miss the entirely you.
But how can that be?
We used to quarrel everyday, ticking each other off, stare at each other.
Maybe those small fights, those soft laughters between us, i've used to it, i'm so used to them until i cant live w/o them.
Do you know i'm referring to you?
The immature guy who make me worry all day long until i feel like crying,
That guy whom i dun mind meeting all his friends w him and i just rot there.
That clean freak guy,
That possessive guy,
That tall guy whose name end w 'n',
That guy whom i'm thinking of right now.
